Monday, March 30, 2009

the cute things they say...

Joey - "Mom! What happens when you put an octopus in the toilet?!!!!"
Mom - "What?!"
Joey - "It floods!!"

He thought he was the funniest kid ever created...thanks for brightening my day joey!!


Joey with his cousin Sosi -

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

5:48 am...seriously?










My little Mikey has been an early bird since the day he was born, just like his father. As a matter of fact, all my little boys are early birds. The only one who has EVER slept in past 8 am is my little princess, who takes after her mommy. Today I woke up to piano practicing...at 5:48 am! For a moment my mind let me think "wow, seriously!!?", but then immediately I was swept over with love for this little 9 year old boy who does so well at all the responsibilities that he has. After he was done I asked him to do his 2 "family duties" (this is what we call chores in our house) and his response was - "sure mom! that's a piece of cake!" Then I thought "wow. seriously." He is such a good little guy, his example spreads through out the house - even Dallin gets up now and jumps right to work. I love these sweet boys...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Jesse...

This week marks the one year anniversary that my cousin Jesse went missing while hiking the mountains in Hawaii. My Uncle Mark has done extensive searches with all types of rescue teams to discover his whereabouts, but only to be left with unanswered questions. Jesse is such a darn cute kid and always made us laugh. His smile was my favorite, loved the creases in his cheek as he did it. I love his whole family and pray often for their peace. My whole Pinegar side has gone through more trials this year that I could have ever predicted. Yet all the while, our faith in Heavenly Father is stronger and our love for each other is forever sealed. My hope is that my Aunt Mary is hugging Jesse tight right now up in heaven...We miss you our dear friend -

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Happy St. Patricks Day!

The kids woke up this morning to see that a Leprechaun named Louie came to visit them in the night! He ran through the whole house making messes and leaving trails of green litter and gold coins...quite the mess for mom to clean up but the kids happy faces was worth every bit of it! Joey even ventured to ask "is it my birthday?!"
They topped off their morning with yummy Lucky Charms in green bowls and sack lunches filled with everything green. Hope you kids have a WONDERFUL St. Patricks Day! Your mommy is SO LUCKY to have you!






Monday, March 9, 2009

Hang In There Dad -





So we had such an emotional week with loosing my Aunt Mary, but through it all my Dad held his head up high and full of confidence. The reason this is so amazing to me is because the day she passed away we were actually in the hospital with him as he was getting some lymph nodes removed from his neck. We were worried they would be a problem but tried not to think about it. But the next day we got the bad news...that he too had cancer. We were in shock after losing Mary to this disease, and didn't know how to digest this information now for my Dad. For 4 days we just sat and tried to think positively as we waited for his first visit with the Oncologist. Friday came and we were prepared for the worst. His Doctor was fantastic and explained everything in great detail. Then the best news came!

He does have cancer and its called Indulent Lymphoma. It is a type that they can not cure and he will have it the rest of life - BUT - it is non aggressive and people have been known to live with it for years and never have Chemo. It starts in his neck and so far has not spread to other parts of his body - this is called Stage 1. He goes in for another CAT Scan, bone marrow testing and then will have some Radio Immune Therapy that targets the lymph nodes and he has a 50% chance of this treatment working to shrink them down. The best part is that this treatment does not have side affects! If all looks well after that, the doctor will test him every 3 months for probably years to watch the cancer carefully. It can turn aggressive at any moment and this is why they watch it closely, but if it continues to be NON - aggressive, they will continue to postpone any type of chemo or radiation. The doctor said he needs to make sure constantly that his immune system is strong so when the time comes that he does need chemo his body will be ready to handle it.

We were prepared for the hardest news, and this was better than we expected. My dear Aunt was not this lucky, and for her courage we are grateful. Mike and I felt so strongly that I needed to head to California for a week, and now I know it was not only to be with my Aunts children while they prepared for her final days, but to be there for my Dad as he prepared for some tough news. So grateful I made that trip...you are one of my hero's Dad - HANG IN THERE!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Good Bye for now...

Yesterday afternoon my beautiful Aunt Mary Ann was released from her frail body and allowed to be free of all the earthly pain she harbored as she courageously battled breast cancer. Oh how we will miss her wonderful smile and generous laugh as we look forward to the day that we get to hear it again. We love you...